Tamriel Rebuilt:Nisirel's Diary

Book Information
Added by	Tamriel Rebuilt
ID	TR_m2_q_8_NisirelDiary
	10		1
Needed for	Complicated Competition
Locations
Found in the following locations: Helnim, Nisirel's Potions

Nisirel's Diary

Romantic thoughts of a Bosmer alchemist for a Dunmer healer

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I've just been told that the Helnim Egg Mine has had an unusual amount of eggs being laid, so I've put them down on special for the time being. Helnim surely is a crazy town at times like these!

I saw him once...then he was gone! It was late at night and as if I were in a dream. We were like, how can I explain it - two phantoms? Under the shadow of the moon - he is so romantic! So many questions I've got! Could this moment be my destiny? I will have to make some more investigations!

How strange, can people really fall in love so fast? Maybe I've been too much on my own. In my life, there are so many things that just seem wrong. There are times where I catch myself sighing in the silence, when I'm dreaming of a world that seems so out of reach. Does he know I'm alive, does he know if I'm real? Does he see what I saw, does he feel what I feel?! I hope he finds me here soon!

My heart is full of love! But I'm doing everything all wrong! Oh gods, for shame, I didn't even know his name until this afternoon. It was as if we were in a dream again, I visited his shop and pretended to be interested in his terrible alchemical formulae (which seem more helpful in Destruction rather than Restoration), and he introduced himself. "My name is Drithnil Pontmercy!" or something like that, it wasn't Pontmercy, but it was definitely Drithnil! And I babbled back "And I'm Nisirel!". Oh, I'm so thrilled that it wasn't a dream after all.

I went to see Drithnil today again. I'd planned out what I was going to say to the letter, but once again my tongue failed me, and I was left paralyzed. If I [sic] only I could tell this wonderful man what I really feel about him. I don't know why I feel what I do but some irresistible attraction keeps dragging me back to his shop, just to see his face again.